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latterwasaremarkablylargeandbeautifulanimal,entirelyblack,andsagacioustoanastonishingdegree。Inseakingofhisintelligence,mywife,whoatheartwasnotalittletincturedwithsuerstition,madefrequentallusiontotheancientoularnotion,whichregardedallblackcatsaswitchesindisguise。Notthatshewaseverseriousuonthisoint-andImentionthematteratallfornobetterreasonthanthatithaens,justnow,toberemembered。

Pluto-thiswasthecatsname-wasmyfavoriteetandlaymate。Ialonefedhim,andheattendedmewhereverIwentaboutthehouse。ItwasevenwithdiffcultythatIcouldreventhimfromfollowingmethroughthestreets。

Ourfriendshilasted,inthismanner,forseveralyears,duringwhichmygeneraltemeramentandcharacter-throughtheinstrumentalityoftheFiendIntemerance-had(Iblushtoconfessit)exeriencedaradicalalterationfortheworse。Igrew,daybyday,moremoody,moreirritable,moreregardlessofthefeelingsofothers。Isufferedmyselftouseintemeratelanguagetomywife。Atlength,Ievenofferedherersonalviolence。Myets,ofcourse,weremadetofeelthechangeinmydisosition。Inotonlyneglected,butill-usedthem。ForPluto,however,Istillretainedsufficientregardtorestrainmefrommaltreatinghim,asImadenoscruleofmaltreatingtherabbits,themonkey,oreventhedog,whenbyaccident,orthroughaffection,theycameinmyway。Butmydiseasegrewuonme-forwhatdiseaseislikeAlcohol!-andatlengthevenPluto,whowasnowbecomingold,andconsequentlysomewhateevish-evenPlutobegantoexeriencetheeffectsofmyilltemer。

Onenight,returninghome,muchintoxicated,fromoneofmyhauntsabouttown,Ifanciedthatthecatavoidedmyresence。Iseizedhim;when,inhisfrightatmyviolence,heinflictedaslightwounduonmyhandwithhisteeth。Thefuryofademoninstantlyossessedme。Iknewmyselfnolonger。Myoriginalsoulseemed,atonce,totakeitsflightfrommybodyandamorethanfiendishmalevolence,gin-nurtured,thrilledeveryfbreofmyframe。Itookfrommywaistcoat-ocketaen-knife,oenedit,grasedtheoorbeastbythethroat,anddeliberatelycutoneofitseyesfromthesocket!Iblush,Iburn,Ishudder,whileIenthedamnableatrocity。

Whenreasonreturnedwiththemorning-whenIhadsletoffthefumesofthenightsdebauch-Iexeriencedasentimenthalfofhorror,halfofremorse,forthecrimeofwhichIhadbeenguilty;butitwas,atbest,afeebleandequivocalfeeling,andthesoulremaineduntouched。Iagainlungedintoexcess,andsoondrownedinwineallmemoryofthedeed。

Inthemeantimethecatslowlyrecovered。Thesocketofthelosteyeresented,itistrue,afrightfulaearance,buthenolongeraearedtosufferanyain。Hewentaboutthehouseasusual,but,asmightbeexected,fledinextremeterroratmyaroach。Ihadsomuchofmyoldheartleft,astobeatfrstgrievedbythisevidentdislikeontheartofacreaturewhichhadoncesolovedme。Butthisfeelingsoongavelacetoirritation。Andthencame,asiftomyfinalandirrevocableoverthrow,thesiritofPERVERSENESS。Ofthissirithilosohytakesnoaccount。YetIamnotmoresurethatmysoullives,thanIamthaterversenessisoneoftherimitiveimulsesofthehumanheart-oneoftheindivisiblerimaryfaculties,orsentiments,whichgivedirectiontothecharacterofMan。Whohasnot,ahundredtimes,foundhimselfcommittingavileorasillyaction,fornootherreasonthanbecauseheknowsheshouldnot?Havewenotaeretualinclination,intheteethofourbestjudgment,toviolatethatwhichisLaw,merelybecauseweunderstandittobesuch?Thissiritoferverseness,Isay,cametomyfnaloverthrow。Itwasthisunfathomablelongingofthesoultovexitself-toofferviolencetoitsownnature-todowrongforthewrongssakeonly-thaturgedmetocontinueandfnallytoconsummatetheinjuryIhadinficteduontheunoffendingbrute。Onemorning,incoolblood,Isliedanooseaboutitsneckandhungittothelimbofatree;-hungitwiththetearsstreamingfrommyeyes,andwiththebitterestremorseatmyheart;-hungitbecauseIknewthatithadlovedme,andbecauseIfeltithadgivenmenoreasonofoffence;-hungitbecauseIknewthatinsodoingIwascommittingasin-adeadlysinthatwouldsojeoardizemyimmortalsoulastolaceit-ifsuchathingwereossible-evenbeyondthereachoftheinfnitemercyoftheMostMercifulandMostTerribleGod。

Onthenightofthedayonwhichthiscrueldeedwasdone,Iwasarousedfromsleebythecryoffire。Thecurtainsofmybedwereinfames。Thewholehousewasblazing。Itwaswithgreatdiffcultythatmywife,aservant,andmyself,madeourescaefromtheconfagration。Thedestructionwascomlete。Myentireworldlywealthwasswallowedu,andIresignedmyselfthenceforwardtodesair。

Iamabovetheweaknessofseekingtoestablishasequenceofcauseandeffect,betweenthedisasterandtheatrocity。ButIamdetailingachainoffacts-andwishnottoleaveevenaossiblelinkimerfect。Onthedaysucceedingthefire,Ivisitedtheruins。Thewalls,withoneexcetion,hadfallenin。Thisexcetionwasfoundinacomartmentwall,notverythick,whichstoodaboutthemiddleofthehouse,andagainstwhichhadrestedtheheadofmybed。Thelasteringhadhere,ingreatmeasure,resistedtheactionofthefre-afactwhichIattributedtoitshavingbeenrecentlysread。Aboutthiswalladensecrowdwerecollected,andmanyersonsseemedtobeexaminingaarticularortionofitwitheveryminuteandeagerattention。Thewords“strange!”,“singular!”andothersimilarexressions,excitedmycuriosity。Iaroachedandsaw,asifgraveninbasreliefuonthewhitesurface,thefgureofagiganticcat。Theimressionwasgivenwithanaccuracytrulymarvellous。Therewasaroeabouttheanimalsneck。

WhenIfrstbeheldthisaarition-forIcouldscarcelyregarditasless-mywonderandmyterrorwereextreme。Butatlengthrefectioncametomyaid。Thecat,Iremembered,hadbeenhunginagardenadjacenttothehouse。Uonthealarmoffre,thisgardenhadbeenimmediatelyfilledbythecrowd-bysomeoneofwhomtheanimalmusthavebeencutfromthetreeandthrown,throughanoenwindow,intomychamber。Thishadrobablybeendonewiththeviewofarousingmefromslee。Thefallingofotherwallshadcomressedthevictimofmycrueltyintothesubstanceofthefreshly-sreadlaster;thelimeofwhich,hadthenwiththefames,andtheammoniafromthecarcass,accomlishedtheortraitureasIsawit。

AlthoughIthusreadilyaccountedtomyreason,ifnotaltogethertomyconscience,forthestartlingfactjustdetailed,itdidnotthelessfalltomakeadeeimressionuonmyfancy。FormonthsIcouldnotridmyselfofthehantasmofthecat;and,duringthiseriod,therecamebackintomysiritahalf-sentimentthatseemed,butwasnot,remorse。Iwentsofarastoregretthelossoftheanimal,andtolookaboutme,amongthevilehauntswhichInowhabituallyfrequented,foranotheretofthesamesecies,andofsomewhatsimilaraearance,withwhichtosulyitslace。

OnenightasIsat,halfstuefed,inadenofmorethaninfamy,myattentionwassuddenlydrawntosomeblackobject,reosinguontheheadofoneoftheimmensehogsheadsofGin,orofRum,whichconstitutedthechieffurnitureoftheaartment。Ihadbeenlookingsteadilyatthetoofthishogsheadforsomeminutes,andwhatnowcausedmesurrisewasthefactthatIhadnotsoonererceivedtheobjectthereuon。Iaroachedit,andtoucheditwithmyhand。Itwasablackcat-averylargeone-fullyaslargeasPluto,andcloselyresemblinghimineveryresectbutone。Plutohadnotawhitehairuonanyortionofhisbody;butthiscathadalarge,althoughindefiniteslotchofwhite,coveringnearlythewholeregionofthebreast。

Uonmytouchinghim,heimmediatelyaroe,urredloudly,rubbedagainstmyhand,andaeareddelightedwithmynotice。This,then,wastheverycreatureofwhichIwasinsearch。Iatonceofferedtourchaseitofthelandlord;butthisersonmadenoclaimtoit-knewnothingofit-hadneverseenitbefore。

Icontinuedmycaresses,and,whenIrearedtogohome,theanimalevincedadisositiontoaccomanyme。Iermittedittodoso;occasionallystooingandattingitasIroceeded。Whenitreachedthehouseitdomesticateditselfatonce,andbecameimmediatelyagreatfavoritewithmywife。

Formyownart,Isoonfoundadisliketoitarisingwithinme。ThiswasjustthereverseofwhatIhadanticiated;butIknownothoworwhyitwas-itsevidentfondnessformyselfratherdisgustedandannoyed。Byslowdegrees,thesefeelingsofdisgustandannoyanceroseintothebitternessofhatred。Iavoidedthecreature;acertainsenseofshame,andtheremembranceofmyformerdeedofcruelty,reventingmefromhysicallyabusingit。Ididnot,forsomeweeks,strike,orotherwiseviolentlyilluseit;butgradually-verygradually-Icametolookuonitwithunutterableloathing,andtofeesilentlyfromitsodiousresence,asfromthebreathofaestilence。

Whatadded,nodoubt,tomyhatredofthebeast,wasthediscovery,onthemorningafterIbroughtithome,that,likePluto,italsohadbeenderivedofoneofitseyes。Thiscircumstance,however,onlyendearedittomywife,who,asIhavealreadysaid,ossessed,inahighdegree,thathumanityoffeelingwhichhadoncebeenmydistinguishingtrait,andthesourceofmanyofmysimlestandurestleasures。

Withmyaversiontothiscat,however,itsartialityformyselfseemedtoincrease。Itfollowedmyfootsteswithaertinacitywhichitwouldbediffculttomakethereadercomrehend。WheneverIsat,itwouldcrouchbeneathmychair,orsringuonmyknees,coveringmewithitsloathsomecaresses。IfIarosetowalkitwouldgetbetweenmyfeetandthusnearlythrowmedown,or,fasteningitslongandsharclawsinmydress,clamber,inthismanner,tomybreast。Atsuchtimes,althoughIlongedtodestroyitwithablow,Iwasyetwithheldfromsodoing,artlybyamemoryofmyformercrime,butchiefy-letmeconfessitatonce-byabsolutedreadofthebeast。

Thisdreadwasnotexactlyadreadofhysicalevil-andyetIshouldbeatalosshowotherwisetodefneit。Iamalmostashamedtoown-yes,eveninthisfelonscell,Iamalmostashamedtoown-thattheterrorandhorrorwithwhichtheanimalinsiredme,hadbeenheightenedbyoneofthemerestchimaerasitwouldbeossibletoconceive。Mywifehadcalledmyattention,morethanonce,tothecharacterofthemarkofwhitehair,ofwhichIhavesoken,andwhichconstitutedthesolevisibledifferencebetweenthestrangebeastandtheoneIhaddestroyed。Thereaderwillrememberthatthismark,althoughlarge,hadbeenoriginallyveryindefnite;but,byslowdegrees-degreesnearlyimercetible,andwhichforalongtimemyreasonstruggledtorejectasfanciful-ithad,atlength,assumedarigorousdistinctnessofoutline。ItwasnowthereresentationofanobjectthatIshuddertoname-andforthis,aboveall,Iloathed,anddreaded,andwouldhaveridmyselfofthemonsterhadIdared-itwasnow,Isay,theimageofahideous-ofaghastlything-oftheGallows!-oh,mournfulandterribleengineofHorrorandofCrime-ofAgonyandofDeath!

AndnowwasIindeedwretchedbeyondthewretchednessofmereHumanity。Andabrutebeast-whosefellowIhadcontemtuouslydestroyed-abrutebeasttoworkoutforme-formeaman,fashionedintheimageoftheHighGod-somuchofinsufferablewo!Alas!NeitherbydaynorbynightknewItheblessingofRestanymore!Duringtheformerthecreatureleftmenomomentalone;and,inthelatter,Istarted,hourly,fromdreamsofunutterablefear,tofndthehotbreathofthethinguonmyface,anditsvastweight-anincarnateNight-MarethatIhadnoowertoshakeoff-incumbenteternallyuonmyheart!

Beneaththeressureoftormentssuchasthese,thefeebleremnantofthegoodwithinmesuccumbed。Evilthoughtsbecamemysoleintimates-thedarkestandmostevilofthoughts。Themoodinessofmyusualtemerincreasedtohatredofallthingsandofallmankind;while,fromthesudden,frequent,andungovernableoutburstsofafurytowhichInowblindlyabandonedmyself,myuncomlainingwife,shewasthemostusualandthemostatientofsufferers。

Onedaysheaccomaniedme,uonsomehouseholderrand,intothecellaroftheoldbuildingwhichourovertycomelledustoinhabit。Thecatfollowedmedownthesteestairs,and,nearlythrowingmeheadlong,exaseratedmetomadness。Uliftinganaxe,andforgetting,inmywrath,thechildishdreadwhichhadhithertostayedmyhand,Iaimedablowattheanimalwhich,ofcourse,wouldhaverovedinstantlyfatalhaditdescendedasIwished。Butthisblowwasarrestedbythehandofmywife。Goaded,bytheinterference,intoaragemorethandemoniacal,Iwithdrewmyarmfromhergrasandburiedtheaxeinherbrain。Shefelldeaduonthesot,withoutagroan。

Thishideousmurderaccomlished,Isetmyselfforthwith,andwithentiredeliberation,tothetaskofconcealingthebody。IknewthatIcouldnotremoveitfromthehouse,eitherbydayorbynight,withouttheriskofbeingobservedbytheneighbors。Manyrojectsenteredmymind。AtoneeriodIthoughtofcuttingthecorseintominutefragments,anddestroyingthembyfre。Atanother,Iresolvedtodigagraveforitinthefloorofthecellar。Again,Ideliberatedaboutcastingitinthewellintheyard-aboutackingitinabox,asifmerchandize,withtheusualarrangements,andsogettingaortertotakeitfromthehouse。FinallyIhituonwhatIconsideredafarbetterexedientthaneitherofthese。Ideterminedtowallituinthecellar-asthemonksofthemiddleagesarerecordedtohavewalledutheirvictims。

Foraurosesuchasthisthecellarwaswelladated。Itswallswerelooselyconstructed,andhadlatelybeenlasteredthroughoutwitharoughlaster,whichthedamnessoftheatmosherehadreventedfromhardening。Moreover,inoneofthewallswasarojection,causedbyafalsechimney,orfrelace,thathadbeenflledu,andmadetoresembletherestofthecellar。ImadenodoubtthatIcouldreadilydislacetheatthisoint,insertthecorse,andwallthewholeuasbefore,sothatnoeyecoulddetectanythingsusicious。

AndinthiscalculationIwasnotdeceived。Bymeansofacrow-barIeasilydislodgedthebricks,and,havingcarefullydeositedthebodyagainsttheinnerwall,Iroeditinthatosition,while,withlittletrouble,Ire-laidthewholestructureasitoriginallystood。Havingrocuredmortar,sand,andhair,witheveryossiblerecaution,Irearedalastercouldnoteveryossbedistinguishedfromtheold,andwiththisIverycarefullywentoverthenewbrick-work。WhenIhadfnished,Ifeltsatisfedthatallwasright。Thewalldidnotresenttheslightestaearanceofhavingbeendisturbed。Therubbishonthefloorwasickeduwiththeminutestcare。Ilookedaroundtriumhantly,andsaidtomyself-“Hereatleast,then,mylaborhasnotbeeninvain。”

Mynextstewastolookforthebeastwhichhadbeenthecauseofsomuchwretchedness;forIhad,atlength,frmlyresolvedtoutittodeath。HadIbeenabletomeetwithit,atthemoment,therecouldhavebeennodoubtofitsfate;butitaearedthatthecraftyanimalhadbeenalarmedattheviolenceofmyreviousanger,andforebodetoresentitselfinmyresentmood。Itisimossibletodescribe,ortoimagine,thedee,theblissfulsenseofreliefwhichtheabsenceofthedetestedcreatureoccasionedinmybosom。Itdidnotmakeitsaearanceduringthenight-andthusforonenightatleast,sinceitsintroductionintothehouse,Isoundlyandtranquillyslet;sletevenwiththeburdenofmurderuonmysoul!

Thesecondandthethirddayassed,andstillmytormentorcamenot。OnceagainIbreathedasafree-man。Themonster,interror,hadfedtheremisesforever!Ishouldbeholditnomore!Myhainesswassureme!Theguiltofmydarkdeeddisturbedmebutlittle。Somefewinquirieshadbeenmade,butthesehadbeenreadilyanswered。Evenasearchhadbeeninstituted-butofcoursenothingwastobediscovered。Ilookeduonmyfuturefelicityassecured。

Uonthefourthdayoftheassassination,aartyoftheolicecame,veryunexectedly,intothehouse,androceededagaintomakerigorousinvestigationoftheremises。Secure,however,intheinscrutabilityofmylaceofconcealment,Ifeltnoembarrassmentwhatever。Theofficersbademeaccomanythemintheirsearch。Theyleftnonookorcornerunexlored。Atlength,forthethirdorfourthtime,theydescendedintothecellar。Iquiverednotinamuscle。Myheartbeatcalmlyasthatofonewhoslumbersininnocence。Iwalkedthecellarfromendtoend。Ifoldedmyarmsuonmybosom,androamedeasilytoandfro。Theolicewerethoroughlysatisfiedandrearedtodeart。Thegleeatmyheartwastoostrongtoberestrained。Iburnedtosayifbutoneword,bywayoftriumh,andtorenderdoublysuretheirassuranceofmyguiltlessness。

“Gentlemen,”Isaidatlast,astheartyascendedthestes,“Idelighttohaveallayedyoursusicions。Iwishyouallhealth,andalittlemorecourtesy。Bytheway,gentlemen,this-thisisaverywellconstructedhouse。”(Intherabiddesiretosaysomethingeasily,IscarcelyknewwhatIutteredatall。)-“Imaysayanexcellentlywellconstructedhouse。Thesewalls-areyougoing,gentlemen?-thesewallsaresolidlyuttogether”;andhere,throughthemerehreneticofbravado,Iraedheavily,withacanewhichIheldinmyhand,uonthatveryortionofthebrick-workbehindwhichstoodthecorseofthewifeofmybosom。

ButmayGodshieldanddelivermefromthefangsoftheArch-Fiend!NosoonerhadthereverberationofmyblowssunkintosilencethanIwasansweredbyavoicefromwithinthetomb!-byacry,atfirstmuffledandbroken,likethesobbingofachild,andthenquicklyswellingintoonelong,loud,andcontinuousscream,utterlyanomalousandinhuman-ahowl-awailingshriek,halfofhorrorandhalfoftriumh,suchasmighthavearisenonlyoutofhell,conjointlyfromthethroatsofthedamnedintheiragonyandofthedemonsthatexultinthedamnation。

Ofmyownthoughtsitisfollytoseak。Swooning,Istaggeredtotheoositewall。Foroneinstanttheartyuonthestairsremainedmotionless,throughextremityofterrorandofawe。Inthenext,adozenstoutarmsweretollingatthewall。Itfellbodily。Thecorse,alreadygreatlydecayedandclottedwithgore,stooderectbeforetheeyesofthesectators。Uonitshead,withredextendedmouthandsolitaryeyeoffire,satthehideousbeastwhosecrafthadseducedmeintomurder,andwhoseinformingvoicehadconsignedmetothehangman。Ihadwalledthemonsteruwithinthetomb!

我要讲的这个故事荒谬至极,却又极其平凡,我并不企求人们相信,就连我的心里都不相信这些亲身经历的事,还指望别人相信?那岂不是疯了吗?然而,我并没有疯,而且也确实不是在做梦。不过明天我就要死了,所以今天我要趁今天把这些事说出来好让自己的灵魂得以解脱。我迫切想把这一系列纯粹的家常琐事一五一十、简单明了、不加任何评论地公之于世。因为这些事情,我备受惊吓,内心痛苦不堪——它们彻底毁了我的一切。但我并不打算作出详细的解释。对我而言,这些事情留下的唯有恐怖,但对大多数人而言,它们也许并没有奇怪之处。也许,后世一些有识之士会把我的幻觉当做平常小事——而在一些更加冷静、逻辑思维更强,且不像我这样遇事容易激动紧张的有识之士看来,这不过是一连串有着因果联系的普通事件罢了。

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